Hurt_Me_Again

So if I told you why
I lost my love for the art
I lost the spark in my soul
God I've tried, I've tried to restart
Over and over again
I wake up to the emptiness that I dreamt
Stuck in one place, one nightmare where my thoughts won't let me ascend
So why did you hurt me again?

No one is there to truly help you with your problems
At the end of the day, the only person who can solve them all is you, yeah, it's you
You wonder why I don't reach out for help because I know deep down that all I've said is true
Whether it's fate or fortune or luck of the draw, I'll always put my heart in the cards
I know what I'm after is about to come to life
I believed in myself once before and it worked then I let myself go but now I'm free

To be writing words and rhymes, it's something I never imagined I'd be doing
It really did help save me from myself but at the same time, it has been my biggest burden and a curse
Making real music, let's my mind be at ease and it's helps me so
But now I got people judging me for it so not so much
I've gotta promise something to myself in this short life we live
I'm going to make a name great of myself and I'm going to rise above
Rise from mess of feelings that I created
The biggest and only thing that's holding me down
Stop comparing yourself to others, you ain't them, you're better
So keep up get up 'cause it ain't my time to drown
I know it's not my time to leave yet
I've being stuck in a rut, wondering when will it cease
Writing these words about why I feel like it's been harder to breathe
I'll trust the process, trust it all, keep on, I won't let my grip ease

But if I told you why
Why I lost my love for the art
I lost the spark in my soul
God I've tried, I've tried to restart
Said it over and over again
I wake up to the emptiness that I dreamt
Stuck in one place, one nightmare where my thoughts won't let me ascend
So why did you hurt me again?

Again, again
Why did you hurt me again, again?
Hurt me, hurt me
Won't let me ascend