By Now

I always thought that I'd be further by now
I tried and yet somehow
The answer I still have not found

To why I feel like I have made no progress
Honestly it feels less
Than where I started

And now I know
I thought I'd be over this by now
Over this by now

I'm stuck repeating all of my old mistakes
And as I lie awake
I'm afraid none of this will change

Same day, same clouds
Day in, day out
Don't know where I'm going any place is better than this

Oh, I should've been over this by now
Over this by now

Oh, I thought I'd be over this by now
Over this by now
No, I thought I'd be over this by now
Over this by now

Now I know, I thought I'd be over this by now
Over this by now
No, I thought I'd be over this by now
Over this by now