Lack Of Sleep

[Verse]
Lack of sleep
Counting all these sheeps that step into my dreams
Feel like I'll drown in deep
Ain't no secrets to keep
Ain't no hills to leap
Lack of sleep, lack of sleep
I think till I can't think
I think these bitches think I'm thinking too much
What you think? maybe I'm just chained to the drink
See this thing make you feel like you ain't gon' deserve it
I'm just looking for a possible way to quit
Don't really matter what they say, it's not what I really need
I'm living everyday feel like no one wish me godspeed
And they give me hope for tomorrow, it's all a fake guarantee
It's like I'm covered in blood and they asking me if I bleed
I'm feeling like a reader who ain't got nothing to read
All these people get offended but they still mocking my creed
I'm just hoping it won't be late when you're reading this
Cuz I'm curious what it's like to a kid having a first kiss
So I don't really need to think cuz ignorance is bliss
Do you think there's no creature existing?
You think you can have an assist?
I'm the only one resisting here, others Smoking trees
Oh please, these bitches whispering in my ear
While I'm think about these years
All I did was shed these tears while I'm end my deepest fears
Where's my heart? I knew it's here
Where's my shadow? What it Fear?
Nobody could make it here, nobody could-
You're seeing a world that is mine
Hope I didn't waste my damn time