the fall (feat. Fura)

I hate your guts
They fuck me up
You're still my drug
And I want your loving

Closing myself in this 4 walled maze
No windows, no doors, no lights, just stairs
Every single step that I took, I fell
Down on a spiral hallucination called hell
Really wanna know what I really think?
Losing my mind, Sanity on its tiny little brink
Walking on water, Mind is about to sink
As I pass thru these gates, for a minute I just synced
With my opposite sex
But the words don't really wanna come out
So I really gotta flex
So I gotta get them digits and I really got to text
But the moment I ponder I see nobody but sex
Fuck
My mind is a mess
Gotta let them angels and demons address
The situation I really got inside my head
Lost in my thoughts as I'm really losing myself

Forever and ever aver again
Really wanna know if they really my friends
Would they really have my back to the end
Or would I be left all alone in the bench

Now this be a question that I really want answers again

Opened myself to the 4 walled maze
1 Window, 2 doors, 1 light no stairs
Steps imma take
Is it the left or the right
Am I losing myself
Am I really alright
As I open the door
Praying that I'm right
As I opened the right
And the light that fell
Man
I'm lost for my words
Am I really in heaven
Did I really pass all my brethren's
All of them deeds and the questions
Am I finally getting my answers
Sucked in like Alice in wonderland
Spiral my way to a different land
Smack to the ground like a rubber man
Open my eyes to a 4 walled room
Really my minds been up-to no good
All these questions I got, I really should
But I won't
As I'm left all alone
In the woods