Dreadful Love

Am I at the lowest
Always so hopeless
Would you go unnoticed
Every day I'm broken
Never thought that I would fall
Was in love you had no clue
Is your heart so very small
Can't believe that it's not true
Betrayal is that your goal
Instinct tells me she's the one
Want you, not the half, but whole
Is affection overdone

Don't want to spend time
But using me is a crime
And seeing me broken there's no light

The clock stops in your arms and that's the meaning of dread
Going insane I'd like to know why there's so much bloodshed
Yeah, put the stick in my head
Or let the bullets soar so high
In the air
It's not fair

You were so ferocious
Like a flying lotus
Mind so explosive
Was she ever chosen

Don't want to spend time
But using me is a crime
And seeing me broken there's no light

The clock stops in your arms and that's the meaning of dread
Going insane I'd like to know why there's so much bloodshed
Yeah, put the stick in my head
Or let the bullets soar so high
In the air
It's not fair

Can I even focus, honestly I noticed all the things about you flawed
Yea I traveled in the past and I'm seeing imperfections can I ever even applaud

The clock stops in your arms and that's the meaning of dread
Going insane I'd like to know why there's so much bloodshed
Yeah, put the stick in my head
Or let the bullets soar so high
In the air
It's not fair