Lately

I know it's been a while
But I had a moment to myself
Thought, what the hell, I am unwell
And left some shit upon the shelf
Hid some shit under the rug
Double Espresso dark, what else
But I fucked up and I'm afraid
That I might really need your help
I'm helplessly, but meant to be
Excessive use, accessories
Ask me is this you or is this just your personality
John Lennon bro, just let it be
A businessman, got faculties
Especially when I leave this roundabout and step out this routine
I wanna truly feel free (free)
To make my own decisions
Spend some time with family
Because day to day we're slaves and wait for the month to hit fifteen
Or twentyfith, or whatever date it is you get to breathe
The day your pay has just got in and all the bills are still unseen
Which means that I am still awake, but I'm living in a dream
The life of an elite
But nothing's really what it seems
The nightrides, times flies
Still so hard to catch some sleep
Lately
Been stuck on this ride
Don't mind being high, so I
Daydream
She stays by my side
See lakes in her eyes, so I
Dive deep
Stay warm by the fire
Like light to the flies
Release me
Attached to my mind
Like this for some time
Blow wind in the chimes
Forgetting my lines
Got lost in desire
Amnesia (amnesia)
It's 3 A.M. (damn)
And I am still awake
It's not that I have things to do
I'm just trying to relate
Trynna escape this fate
I hate being a day to day slave
Guess this is not the life for me
But still my bills need'n paid
So nowadays I crave a place where none the roads been paved
I let my mind slip (trip) and dip my toe in the lake
But I've never gone this deep
I feel my feet slip away
Still become the waters
Keep my demons at bay
Still everyday I wake
To an alarm that shakes the place
Do endless hours on a job
That slowly waste away my days
But that's oke, cause it makes sure, that
There's enough food upon our plates
Blessed to say, got all we need
Could use some time and some space
As long as the memory remains, it's all great with my conscience
Reminiscing better days, I meditate, help stop the nonsense
I'm trembling, remembering, keep the real from the fake
Start peddling, start handling, my shit like a man
Lately
Been stuck on this ride
Don't mind being high, so I
Daydream
She stays by my side
See lakes in her eyes, so I
Dive deep
Stay warm by the fire
Like light to the flies
Release me
Attached to my mind
Like this for some time
Blow wind in the chimes
Forgetting my lines
Lost in desire
Amnesia
Amnesia
Amnesia
Amnesia
Amnesia