Goodbye (I Always Die Pt. 2)

It's not like me to say goodbye
But I'm writing this one last time
It's not like me to say goodbye
It's time, oh, it's not my time
This is not your life

I want an easy way out
I don't want to go through this with doubt

I make shift things in my mind
Like I'm okay, I'll be fine

Yeah I will be fine one day
Even if I fly, away
Cause I always die
Yeah I always die

How many times can I give my all
To the same type of bullshit, it's my fault
As if I love each wound of mine to be cleaned out with salt
Got this all wrong
I been struggling hard, and long to
To know what's right from wrong
This all fucked up
Do wrong, I'm right, but when I do right then I'm wrong damn
What sucks is I read these people
Know their movements
Know their ways
Ignore the signs
Every time that another bad vibe, decides to come my way
I'm fine, that's another lie, in my rhymes, my lines
I've stored and put away
Then say, when I'm feelin like they on to me
Cause I'm not myself but along I play
I wanna leave an impact on the ones whomever talked down on me
Keep poppin up in y'all's mind, till the day I hear that they proud of me
Cause the ones who laughed in my face and said That my dreams, I'd doubtfully reach
Are a part of 500k and have shared my new music for more to see
Damn yeah I see that
They don't wanna believe that
I cannot scheme that
If I had that tucked up my sleeve this whole time for 12 years
Then on god where's my rematch
I wouldn't have went through the hell that I've been through if I knew I could've released that
But I had to find myself, judged in the process
Beat down, and I love I can bleed that

I love I can bleed that
I love I can bleed that
I love all your feedback
I love that I'm something to somebody else but I hate that I don't feel the same back
They want the old me
They missing the old me
Y'all do not know me
I cannot ignite an old flame
When that flames been the same
I perfected it slowly

Hello, hello, hello, oh hi
It's not like me to say goodbye