Here I come
Now I'm lost and I’m weary, so many tears
I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me
My every move is a calculated step
To bring me closer to embrace an early death
Now there’s nothin' left
There was no mercy on the streets
I couldn't rest, I'm barely standin'
About to go to pieces, screamin' peace
And though my soul was deleted
I couldn't see it i had my mind full of
Demons tryin' to break free
They planted seeds and they hatched
Sparkin’ the flame
Inside my brain like a match
Such a dirty gamе no memories, just a misery
Paintin’ a picturе of my enemies
Killin' me in my sleep
Will I survive ’til the morning
To see the sun?
Please Lord, forgive me for my sins
And when I die, I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let
Me in to Heaven’s door here I come
And when I die
Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears
I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let
Me in to Heaven's door
And Lord knows I tried
Been a witness to homicide
Seen drive-by's takin' lives, little kids die
Wonder why as I walk by
Broken hearted as I glance at the chalk line
Gettin' high
This ain't the life for me, I wanna change
But ain't no future bright for me
I'm stuck in the game
I'm trapped inside a maze
See this Tanqueray influenced me
To gettin' crazy disillusioned lately
I've been really wantin' babies
So I could see a part of
Me that wasn't always shady
Don't trust my lady 'cause she's
A product of this poison i'm hearin' noises
Think she's fuckin' all my boys
Can't take no more, I'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let
Me in to Heaven's door here I come
And when I die i'm fallin' to the floor
Beggin' for the Lord to let
Me in to Heaven's door shed so many tears
Please Lord, forgive me for my sins
'cause here I come
And fuck the world 'cause I'm cursed
I'm havin' visions of leavin'
Here in a hearse god, can you feel me?
Take me away from all the
Pressure and all the pain
Show me some happiness again
I'm goin' blind, I spend my
Time in this cell, ain't livin' well
I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?
My life is in denial and when I die
Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears
Shed so many tears
Please Lord, forgive me for my sins
'cause here I come