Daydreamin'
Back then I got this uncertain feeling
About time happiness from our lives started leaving
Couldn't help but watch it go as I kept on seeking
Soon as I noticed the dark times started feeding
I was so traumatized I could see myself hanging from the ceiling
I was stuck inside the darkness with my own fucking demons
Felt like I was paralyzed I bursted out screaming
Wondering if this is the end of me or is it just a new beginning
Wouldn't give a fuck because both of them have the same meaning
Filled myself with positivity I could see the sunray's reaching
It was about time to pass on the legacy to my offspring, I started preaching
Until I found out that my son was too busy daydreamin'
It started all here
05 was the day when I lost it all in a year
That day onwards I've been living life in fear
From the lack of having brother and the passing of my peers
Last week I had a thought
I'm 19 years
That's old enough to start imagining about my career
Or will I go, coz I don't see myself getting anywhere
But know that there's more to life than smoking weed and drinking many beers
Or popping pills
Know I'm all sober right now from the top to the bottom of my heels
What you hearing right now is nothing but some pure skills
Could you feel?
Intensity of the beat is so unreal
All this bass and sound of drums, God they just give me chills
All these bars that I spit is so damn real
Could you feel?
Hahahaha
That's my man preachin'
Your mouth can spit venom
Or it could mend a broken soul
Sleeping with a pen and dreaming like I'm living on tour
I feel like life's a dream
And I can dream lucid
All this daydreamin' got me making some music
Searching for some jobs
I'm just tryna get paid
Living with all these odds
My dreams are what I trade
I'm 19 now
I could see the time fade
30m's before my 20's
Only wish if I could make
In the middle of the night
I'm so damn awake
Only lord knows
How much my mind and body aches
They've been feeling all the pain
But a smile that they fake
I could see that there's nothing that could break
My parents and this petty world's ablaze
And this is just a phase
There's no story without struggle
See my point?
Now my dreams are what I chase
Day and night I've been contemplating verses, with a heart full of rage
But reality
It ain't possible to face
Anyway, everything has turned out to be so grey
And I've did things that I couldn't unwind
Beyond these walls of thoughts
My life is defined
Your mouth can spit venom
Or it could mend a broken soul
Sleeping with a pen and dreaming like I'm living on tour
I feel like life's a dream
And I can dream lucid
All this daydreamin' got me making some music