Help Me Now

What's in this room I don't know
There's nothing here anymore
Gonna take it real slow and escape
Going to a safe silent place
A safe quiet space
There's no time to debate the decision
All the worlds that I tried to envision
No safe space for my religion
Places destroyed in a war or collision
And we say we're okay
Bodies laid down better pray
Smoke and clouds around in total dismay
In disarray the same place that I called home
In my mind the people around were so kind
What am I supposed to find memories intertwined
Faster faster before I go blind
Hitting the deadline
For the project that I was assigned
Eyes blank going colorblind
Wait for the effects to reside
Just sit back and unwind
In line get behind
Meet the mastermind
I'm so misaligned
From man and womankind
This history is gonna be well defined
Silky clouds
Light blue skyline
Help me now
Faiths been careful and so kind
Help me now
Backtrack
Wait a second that was the fact
Cooking flapjacks
Hit a game of poker then we
Can play blackjack
Waiting for people to callback
These celebrities are making a comeback
Dial it back rewind that same soundtrack
Then repeat that people staring at me think
I'm getting a heart attack
Scratch that wait a minute did I get sidetracked
Y'all better cut me some slack