I Hated Myself (Tablo’s Word)
[에픽하이 "I Hated Myself (Tablo's Word)" 가사]
[Verse 1: Tablo]
싫었어, 싫었어 내가 나인 게
내가 나인 걸로 충분했을 나이일 때
커서 되야하는 게 너무 많아서
본연의 나는 돼선 안 될 존재라 각인 돼
완벽해야 돼
기억나 이제
붉은 종아리를 달래면서 했던 생각
다 천 번 넘어져서 한번 걸음 밟은 아이인데
난 한 번 넘어져도 천 번을 밟히네, yeah
I hated myself
I hated myself
God, I hated myself
나를 깎아내다 베이면
I blamed it on self
남들처럼 사랑받고 싶어서
남이 되려 했어
(남이 되려 했어)
This is for everybody like me that is hatin' yourself
And praying for help
(I hated myself)
(I hated myself)
[Chorus: Tablo]
Tell me, who can love me when I hate me?
I've been feelin' like I'm free-fallin' lately
Is anybody out there? Out there?
Will anybody care when I'm not here?
Tell me who can love me when I hatе me?
I've been feelin' like I'm free-fallin' latеly
Yo! Is anybody out there? Out there?
Will anybody cry when I'm not here?
When I'm not here
[Verse 2: Tablo]
I hated myself
I was broken on the day that He made me
He taught me to love
How to love everyone but me sadly
I don't blame anybody for my pain
When it's so damn easy to hate me
나를 사랑하는 법 빼고
세상 모든 걸 잘만 배웠지
나 외롭기로 했어
인간은 피곤해서
비행기 모드 하지만 내 날개는 뒤로 재껴
연착이 되는 인연들아 bye-bye
내 입에서 이륙한 한숨들만 fly high
No more white lies
사탕발린 말은 말거라
Give it to me black
커피와 진실만은 쓴 게 낫더라
외로움은 외로움인 대로 놔둬라
의미는 묻지 마
그때 슬픔이 시작되니까
Just leave me alone
[Chorus: Tablo]
Tell me who can love me when I hate me?
I've been feelin' like I'm free-fallin' lately
Tell me who can love me when I hate me?
I've been feelin' like I'm free-fallin' lately
Will anybody cry when I'm not here?
When I'm not here
[Verse 1: Tablo]
I hated it, I hated that I was me
When I was old enough to be myself
There are so many things that I have to become when I grow up
I am imprinted as an existence that I shouldn't be
I need to be perfect
I remember now
Thoughts I had while soothing my red calves
I'm a kid who fell a thousand times and took a step forward
Even if I fall once, I get stepped on a thousand times, yeah
I hated myself
I hated myself
God, I hatеd myself
If you cut me off
I blamed it on sеlf
I want to be loved like everyone else
I tried to be someone else
(I tried to be someone else)
This is for everybody like me that is hatin' yourself
And praying for help
(I hated myself)
(I hated myself)
[Chorus: Tablo]
Tell me, who can love me when I hate me?
I've been feelin' like I'm free-fallin' lately
Is anybody out there? Out there?
Will anybody care when I'm not here?
Tell me who can love me when I hate me?
I've been feelin' like I'm free-fallin' lately
Yo! Is anybody out there? Out there?
Will anybody cry when I'm not here?
When I'm not here
[Verse 2: Tablo]
I hated myself
I was broken on the day that He made me
He taught me to love
How to love everyone but me sadly
I don't blame anybody for my pain
When it's so damn easy to hate me
Except for how to love me
I've learned everything in the world
I've decided to be lonely
People are exhausting
Airplane mode but I put my wings back
Bye-bye delayed dear friends
Only the sighs that took off from my mouth fly high
No more white lies
Don't sweet-talk to me
Give it to me black
Coffee and the truth are better bitter
Leave loneliness be the loneliness
Don't ask me what it means
Cause that's when the sadness begins
Just leave me alone
[Chorus: Tablo]
Tell me who can love me when I hate me?
I've been feelin' like I'm free-fallin' lately
Tell me who can love me when I hate me?
I've been feelin' like I'm free-fallin' lately
Will anybody cry when I'm not here?
When I'm not here