godsent

I can't even fathom
No I can't imagine
Where I'd be if God ain't put you in my life
I was caught up in the trappin
Lost in my own patterns
But everything done in the dark gon come to light
I was goin down the wrong path
Knowin it was all bad
But ain't have no real reason to do right
Yea always off the cognac
I was really on that
Jus doin what I had to to survive
I ain't think that I would make it out alive
So why fight it?
Just roll up another woody and I light it
I learned from a young age
This shit ain't ever gon change
So why would I waste my time even tryin
If you got it
It's always someone who gon buy it
So I'd find it
Everything I touch turnin gold like Midas
Gettin money an I liked it
Dodgin them indictments
But a fish can only grow to its environment
You came right when you needed to
I didn't know I needed you
I never thought my story'd go like this
Right when it was lookin like the end
God had told me think again
He intervened when he put you in the mix
I've always walked alone
Always paved my own road
But he sent you here to show me a new way
At first I couldn't receive it
Cuz I just couldn't believe it
Why would I deserve to be saved
I was tryna block my blessin
Always been so hard headed
I ain't treat you how I shouldve from the jump
Yea I knew that you was different
But couldn't accept forgiveness
An I turned my back when faced wit real love
I know growth is so uncomfortable
It's something I'm adjusting to
You been so patient wit me along the way
Nobody could get through to me
But I ain't who I used to be
I'm working on being better every day
You told me pressure bursts pipes
But it also creates diamonds
Do I wanna be the one to break the cycle
The choice is only mine
Can't let the moments slip right by
Every second that we waste is truly vital
You've changed my whole perspective
I'll forever be indebted
You pulled me back when I was on the edge
I'm learning that these lessons
Gon come when you least expect it
But when you only hangin by a thread
You came right when you needed to
I didn't know I needed you
I never thought my story'd go like this
Right when it was lookin like the end
God had told me think again
He intervened when he put you in the mix
I've always walked alone
Always paved my own road
But he sent you here to show me a new way
At first I couldn't receive it
Cuz I just couldn't believe it
Why would I deserve to be saved