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So it begins
And there is no way to turn back
Spent quite some time in denial
And tried to force it right on track
Hoping but to no avail
As I collected cast down parts
Slowly but surely making a brand new start

Forty-one
Head first into the great unknown
At forty-one blackbird has flown
I'm leaving it all behind
So determined to feel alive at forty-one

In all honesty
It felt like losing solid ground
A branch off the family tree
Everything I knew shut down
Waking up at 4:00 a.m
To jump at the chance, I'm going to live again

Forty-one
Head first into the great unknown
At forty-one blackbird has flown
I'm leaving it all behind
So determined to feel alive at forty-one