HOPELESS 2

[Hook]
Eye bags wear my spirit down what I'm exhausted from
Mane this shit so cold inside my heart that even the frost gets numb
I take these pills until my motherfuckin' brain goes dumb
I smoke and I get strung until I'm in a iron lung
Hopeless, living 'round the way, 919
Prozac, Ritalin, feel like I'ma die
Caffeine ravage me, it's a suicide
I went hopeless in my questions asking "Who am I?"

[Verse]
I cannot comprehend why the fuck I even attempt to live
Relapse my only friend inside the reddish lens
The hellish feeling, pop a pill, and get ahead again
You can never find me happy inside my element
I like to sit in corners 'bout no fuckin' residents
I'm in yo' residence doing all the freaky sniff
A pill and then I hit all to forget what do exist
I came back down, and where I'm at, I do not recall then
Everybody comin' around askin' "Who? Why? What?"
And I cannot be bothered 'cause I don't give a fuck
Fall asleep 'hind the wheel if they tryna keep me up
'Cause I'm noddin' while they talking and I see them throwin' up
And it ain't from disgust, hallucinate what
Is all in front and it come at once
Head hit the lunch table, breath unstable
Tile meets my body, unable to
Control myself, muscle convulsions
Ribs move and shift at a breathing moment
Blood on the floor as my cranium opens
Oh my Jesus Christ, I'm hopeless
Throwin' up, I'm a dead man walking
Might as well go buy me a coffin
Blood on the floor as my cranium opens
Oh my Jesus Christ, I'm hopeless

[Interlude]
I don't have the breath control for that shit
No, I don't- I don't actually

[Hook]
Eye bags wear my spirit down what I'm exhausted from
Mane this shit so cold inside my heart that even the frost gets numb
I take these pills until my motherfuckin' brain goes dumb
I smoke and I get strung until I'm in a iron lung
Hopeless, living 'round the way, 919
Prozac, Ritalin, feel like I'ma die
Caffeine ravage me, it's a suicide
I went hopeless in my questions asking "Who am I?"