Sick & Tired

I’m the kind of tired sleep just can’t fix
Cause I’m a fucking wreck and everybody knows it
I haven’t seen you since I got home
But I know you’re here cause all the lights are on
Cut away the pain with old kitchen shears
Pretend my voice isn’t needles to your ears
Tell me darling when did we lose love
When did I stop being good enough
I see you standing next to me
I feel your presence in the air
With each step I take
And every move I make
I know
You’re lost to me
Out to drift at open
I’m the kind of sick these meds just can’t cure
I've tried to pray to god but these tears make my vision blur
I think I’m clinging to my last hope
That you’ll coming back in and tell me love was enough
I’ve been picking at scabs
That aren’t there anymore
Oh I’m broken and bleeding
I’m bruised to the core
I see you standing next to me
I feel your presence in the air
With each step I take
And every move I make
I know
You’re lost to me
Out to drift at open
I think I noticed long ago that we were bound to fall apart
A fucked up kaleidoscope of bones and shattered hearts
You were distant
I was resistant
Cause I’ve been living with your ghost but sleeping next to you at night
And what really hurts the most is knowing I can’t make it right
Even though I try
I won’t forget you. I pray you don’t forget me too
I see you standing next to me
I feel your presence in the air
With each step I take
And every move I make
I know
You’re lost to me
Out to drift at open sea