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Come alive
Come alive i wish that i would die
And miss my only try to fill this hollow mind
Intrusive thoughts i fight to keep myself in line
Got all these drugs i try
They saving me from my (self)
Life, i got nothing in my mind no more
Feeling empty all that fills me is the trifling war
I see demons in my concrete floor
And they test me 'til my eyes go sore
I got drugs all in my veins
And it helps with my pain
Smoke on that shit
Til i'm losing my brain
The regret that i feel got me under a hex
So i'm writing this text to express this mess
Lies
Ye i undermine my feelings deceiving
While my writes forever bleeding
I mean it the poison seeping
It seems my only reason to exist is to hate
They say that ignorance is bliss and that's no debate
No
I wish that my vision was as colourful
Like when i was seven years old
The age took a tole
Never thought that life would be dull
Thought it would be funny but i'm cracking my skull
Go
DUMB
I'm losing my shit man i go DUMB
I'm lost in the fragments SCORN
My hearts beating faster i'm NUMB
The pain seems to stop i am NUMB
And there's nothing to do about it
I am
NUMB