SABOTAGE EVERYTHING

If i could be there
(if i could be there)
If i could become exactly what i need
(if... please)
But im so consumed by it
(but im so consumed by it)
I dont want to speak
( dont want to speak)
I dont want to breathe

Breathe (breathe)

Was there something i was missing
That i needed to survive?

I tried so hard to be what i hated
I thought that it was all worth waiting for
Now it lives inside me, judgment rising
Engulfing all that i stood for
I feel the evil writhing underneath
My exterior it hides inside my speech
Always waiting for the momеnt
When it can become mе

I can't sleep
I can’t sleep
I can't sleep my love song

I can't sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to sabotage everything i had
I can’t sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to weaponize, catch you in my lies
Every time that i try to sing it hurts
(it hurts)
But is it a blessing or a curse
(a curse)
Cuz i know that i got the evil urge
(the urge)
Gotta catch u before u get me first
I can't sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to sabotage everything we have

And all the treasured memories are fading fast
No matter how hard i try to catch them in the wind
Im right back where it all begins
And im someone else, but that is a lie
I wish i was good but at least i can try
Do my best to hold onto what i have
But i just wanna throw it away
And keep running from who i am

I can't sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to sabotage everything i had
I can't sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to weaponize, catch you in my lies
Every time that i try to sing it hurts
(it hurts)
But is it a blessing or a curse
(a curse)
Cuz i know that i got the evil urge
(the urge)
Gotta catch u before u get me first
I can't sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to sabotage-

Everything
Everything
Everything
Sabotage everything

I can't sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to sabotage everything i had
I can't sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to sabotage everything we have
Every time that i try to sing it hurts
(it hurts)
But is it a blessing or a curse
(a curse)
Cuz i know that i got the evil urge
(the urge)
Gotta catch u before u get me first
I can't sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
I wanted to sabotage everything we have