A Prayer

I pray for strength so I can never be beat
God gave me enemies that I have
To be strong to defeat
I pray for money cause I was so
Sick and tired of being broke
He made me poor to motivate me
To get rich on my own
I pray for courage so I can
Stop being scared and afraid
He gave me danger so that I
Can toughen up and be brave
I pray for fame so everybody in the
World would show love to me
And God gave me haters taught
Me to cherish my company
And I never spent much time in
Church or mesmerize the bible verse
But every time I think I'm dying I
Say "Hi!" and hope it's heard
The devil follows every step that
Echoes in the universe
I'm praying for directions God rebuilds
The bridges I have burn
And Jesus didn't use to appeal now he's a
Coping mechanism for the weakness in people
But there has to be good as
Long as there is an evil
So the only proof I need is the devil real

(I see the demons in my head in red, in red)
(I see the demons in my head in red, in red)

I ain't the one to push
Religion down your throat
I mean, I see church and, I don't even go
I do take time to show thanks on my on to me
I believe a prayer's worth more than gold
I really do suffer from anxiety and panic
Sometimes I smile I'm just lying
I can't stand it
Heart starts pounding so I got
To call an ambulance
Feel like I'm dying trying to live
But I can't do it
On my knees, pray for peace
With the war that rages inside of me
Please tell me there's better days, gotta be
If I don't make it out the
Storm I'm lost to the Sea
This is real, don't tell me to chill
People take there own life and kill
This is my life and how I feel I
Write these words sitting right by pills
It might be a crutch but
Right now it's my shield

(I see the demons in my head in red, in red)
(I see the demons in my head in red, in red)
(I see the demons in my head in red, in red)
(I see the demons in my head in red, in red)