From the Safety of My Room

I say a lot
I say a lot of things that I don't mean
I say a lot of all that in-between
I say a lot of blah blah blah nothing
Whoa
I think a lot
I think so much sometimes my head explodes
I think so much I never really know
If it's thinking or you really want me close
No
I think I can only ever love you from the safety of my room
I don't think I'm capable of making myself into someone new
I smile a lot
I smile 'cause you're stuck inside my head
I smile but I'm hanging by a thread
I'm walking but I don't know where to tread
No
I'm scared a lot
Sometimes it can get in my way
It means you get lost in the fray
It means I might not get a say
No
So I think I can only ever love you from the safety of my room
But I know someday I'll be capable of making myself into someone
New
I say a lot
I say a lot of things that I don't mean
I say a lot of all that stupid in-between
I say a lot and hope that you'll like me
I want a lot
I want a lot, I know that much is true
I want a lot, I know that that is you
I want a lot but only watch the view
I want you from the safety of my room