Not Myself

I'm not really feeling like my self today
(He-hey)
Hated every job I've had
What's wrong with me?
(He-hey)
Every day's the same
Painfully mundane
'Cause I'm running from my feelings and my fear of sudden change

Everytime I leave my room, I wanna die
(He-hey)
Even when I'm with my friends
I'm alone inside
(He-hey)
'Cause nothing really matters
And I don't know what's sadder
The fact I even try or that my hopes and dreams are shattered?
I'm not really feeling like my self today
Hey