another life

this is where i am
i don't love it
but i can't change it
losing friendships is inevitable
to grow you've got to drop some leaves

and i'm getting used to goodbye
finality isn't all that satisfying
i thought i'd have more to say
but all my pessimistic self can think is

oh, i will meet you in another life
and oh, maybe i will get it right then
but sometimes things don't work out
(it's how it has to be)
and honestly i wish i they could

it is what it is
i'm not trying to be defeatist

but i don't know how much energy
i can put into this regularly
it it what it is

and i thought you'd have more to say
but ghosts like you don't give away
a position on condition on just any day

i'm just projecting
it's just sad that you're not protecting
everything, yeah

oh, i will meet you in another life
and oh, maybe i will get it right then
but sometimes things don't work out
(it's how it has to be)
and honestly i wish i they could