For Myself

Crossroads, wrong picks, my vanity
All the positive thoughts try to abandon me
Lost, mistake by mistake has grown
I got crap on my mind, feeling bad to the bone

From the moment when I wake up in the morning
I'm meeting the wrong me, the false king, giving up on his army
Instead of walking on water, my dreams are floating
Riffa, booz, will keep ya loose, smarmy
So where's my fire, I focus on them wrong desires, wasting it all
Fake love, like fake bananas
No taste and no sense so no more, nada
No chance for complains, my own war, riot!

So what you gonna do?
What you gonna do?
Nothing just fades away
I know now I've learned my ways
From my love, from my pain, from myself
No more fears, complains
There's always a chance for change
For my love, for my folks, for myself

It takes courage to give all the apologies
Mistakes occur no doubt no one's a prodigy
Struggling with all the shit happened because of me
Absolute honesty that's the only policy

My bad habits are dragging me down
Like some fuckin' backstabbin' with no Brute's around
Fell hard hit my head on a ground, soldier down
The enemy, hell in me, willing to bound
Fuck it!
Take a step back though shit's giving me head crack
Conceding means bringing the game back
It's worth the hurt but it's hard to get that
To go all over again 'cause I want my bread back

So what you gonna do?
So what you gonna do?
Nothing just fades away
I know now I've learned my ways
From my love, from my pain, from myself
No more fears, complains
There's always a chance for change
For my love, for my folks, for myself
Nothing just fades away
I know now I've learned my ways
From my love, from my pain, from myself
No more fears, complains
There's always a chance for change
For my love, for my folks, for myself

Nothing just fades away
I know now I've learned my ways
From my love, from my pain, from myself
No more fears, complains
There's always a chance for change
For my love, for my folks, for myself
Nothing just fades away
I know now I've learned my ways
From my love, from my pain, from myself
No more fears, complains
There's always a chance for change
For my love, for my folks, for myself