Hard To Find (feat. MainMain)

I been running from my problems
Yet they keep revolving
Slipped & steady falling
I can't hear his voice cause everything is clouded
Living like a rebel I been acting rowdy
Bottled all my problems tell no one about it
Suffering in silence, I just roll exotic
I don't like to vent they judge me of my problems
Giving it to God & having faith he got it

Like the 10 percent that's coming out my wallet
Everything I give I never talk about it
You can help in every way keep it solid
They gone pick a random day to hate regardless
I know being cold hearted prolly get me farther
I ain't finna let em play Coach Carter
I got so many stories don't get me started
Most people start acting harder but

I won't survive like that
It's not my habitat
I'd rather fail at this, than to live like that
Please don't feel bad if you can't understand
You don't gotta hold my hand I'll be fine
Don't try to rescue me, this my destiny
God give me clarity, keep preparing me
Night turns to day take your time way cause
Real love is so hard find

I know the rain is coming but ain't running cause this time Ima stand
I'm not overthinking nothing I ain't got no plans
Time is ticking, people switching
Fathers missing, murder victims
Rappers dissing, women pimping doing tricks for bands

I don't even put eggs in a basket for real
They'll turn you to lil Humpty Dumpty for real
Don't be longing for love that nobody can give
Gotta love on yourself when nobody is near
Once I get the vision I see it for real
I wanna show love but they hate me for real
The one that I love really snake me for real
That's a blow to chin but it is what it is

Man how you get down like that
Stabbed me in my back
Back doored didn't expect that
Traumatized from neglection
I suffer from people
Who don't love me equal
Yet I always pretend that I'm Fine
Don't try to rescue me, this my destiny
God give me clarity, keep preparing me
Night turns to day take your time way cause
Real love is so hard find