Apology

I think I’ve lost my pride
I only learn the hard way
Always has to be my way

I’m never giving up
And when I’m in too deep
I just try and keep pushing

Bridge:

But I keep on cutting people off and
Suddenly I’m left here all alone
I know that they meant well and I’m the wrong

But really it is all in my head
I don’t know my own cost and pay for that
And now I wake up and wake up
to the same day

Chorus:
I owe myself an apology
I’m so mean to me
I’m so mean to me
I wouldn’t do this to anyone

Verses:
Now can’t seem to hide
All the rules I make I break, straight away
And I tried, I tried, I tried to leave, I tried to stay
And then it always stays the same
I’m loosing my mind 
I think I’m going insane

Chorus:
I owe myself an apology
I’m so mean to me
I’m so mean to me
I wouldn’t do this to anyone

To anyone
To anyone

Bridge:
2x
So leave me
Leave
Leave me alone
Cause I don’t want to do this anymore
I thought I hit the low
I didn’t know
I didn’t know what’s coming afterwards

Chorus:
I owe myself an apology
I’m so mean to me
I’m so mean to me
I wouldn’t do this to anyone