Lost one

Searching for purpose all my life
Still I ain't nowhere close
From the latitude and the longitude
Holding my piece of possession
Tell me a story would you please
Something to ease my woes
When I'm overdue and I'm overdue
And I'm all out of affection
It's been a long winter all my life if you most know
Why she say I'm colder than the snow
And she think I'm better left alone, yeah
I'm Blessed beyond curses and I feel it in my bones
Even though there's little left to show
doubting if the heavens know i know
I think I'm due for a major revolution
Living large middle fingers up to your discretion
Tickytock wake you up to my inauguration
Bringing down hades till I catch a full attention, yeah
Hold every nations at attention
Keeping it magnificent and full of action
Breaking bad bringing down your walls in demolition
Taking what's mine with a handful of aggression
But why… I feel so lost
Counting my blessings anyway
Hoping this helps someway
But it's never long yeah it's never long till I'm right back on the mission
losing my patience every day
And taking no holidays
Yet the more I run and the more I run
I am still in the location
It's been a long winter all my life if you must know
Why she say I'm weak and out of flow
And She think I'm lost if you look close
With Nowhere to go and not a place to call my home
Sorry that I have to find my throne
To remind me of the power I own
I think I'm due for a major revolution
Living large middle fingers up to your discretion
Tickytock wake you up to my inauguration
Bringing down hades till i catch a full attention, yeah
Hold every nations at attention
Keeping it magnificent and full of action
Breaking bad bringing down your walls in demolition
Taking what's mine with a handful of aggression
But why… I feel so lost
So lost, oh no, oh no no no no no no oh
I think I'm due for a major revolution
Living large middle fingers up to your discretion
Tickytock wake you up to my inauguration
Bringing down hades till I catch a full attention, yeah
Hold every nations at attention
Keeping it magnificent and full of action
Breaking bad bringing down your walls in demolition
Taking what's mine with a handful of aggression
But why… I feel so lost