Letter

I have got this letter that I'm trying to write to you
I start at hello end up somewhere near I love you
So I haven't found a way to get it out to you
I'm scared what you'll say
I stopped trying to call
Stopped trying to get back in your life
You don't care at all
I'm not your mother or your wife
So you know you're free
To go and be whateveryou need to be

And I'm trying to get my life back on the road
Trying to bring myself to finally let you go
So I can get beyond this hurt I've come to know
Yeah I want to
I keep trying to but I

I can't get past you, you're everywhere
In my memory and my every prayer
I close my eyesbut you're clearer there
And I wonder am I under some kind of spell, babe?

Every single morning I wake up just the same way
Thinking you might call and say you thought of me today
You know I think of you
But I'm gonna be cool baby like you want me to
But it's hard to walk away
When you believe that love is real
How did you forget the way we made each other feel?
Baby are you sure
That you don't need me anymore

Oh I want to give you all the space you need
Space to find yourself alone with a place for me
Cause I can't just turn you into history
But I want to
I keep trying to but I

I can't get past you, you're everywhere
In my memory and my every prayer
I close my eyesbut you're clearer there
And I wonder am I under some kind of spell, babe?