Impostor Syndrome

[Verse 1]
How did I get here?
I can't believe my ears
And after all these years
How the fuck did I get here?

And all the hard work I've been doin'
And all the sleep that I've been losing
And all the progress I've been seeing
Still ain't settlin' in
And all the things that I accomplish
My dopamine just seems to vanish
How the fuck did I get here?

[Pre-Chorus]
Let me be the first to say that I don't deserve all this kindness
I've had many doubts and they're all about myself
All of this success is just making mе a mess
Cause it isn't me, how could it bе me?

[Chorus]
I'm an impostor, living in somebody else's body
It's impossible for a life like this to belong to me
I'm an impostor, and I can't believe my eyes
Feels like I'm living two lives

[Verse 2]
Tightness in my chest
I'm awkward at my best
Still better than the rest
How the fuck am I so blessed?

Suddenly I cannot breathe
I find it hard to believe
What is happening to me?
Yes, I'm a broken thing, I know it
But I'm just too afraid to show it
What the fuck is happening to me?

[Chorus]
I'm an impostor, living in somebody else's body
It's impossible for a life like this to belong to me
I'm an impostor, and I can't believe my eyes
Feels like I'm living two lives

[Outro]
I'm an impostor
And I'm losing my shit
It's impossible
For someone like me to live a life like this
An impostor
And I'm losing my shit, losing my shit
I'm lost in all of this