game

I got so high and I got scared
Paced the floor, wanted to pull my hair
I never know just think too much
Probably even when I shouldn't give a fuck

I never leave, I stay inside
Don't wanna bug you late at night
I hide myself, try to be tame
Even though in my head I feel insane

Is this real or is this fake
Do you love me, is this a game
I need to talk myself down
So I don't push until nobody's around

Cardio in my head
Just woke up but I'm ready to rest my head
I have to fight myself and say that it's a lie
But how could I know
(How could I ever really know)
Thoughts in my head say that you don't
(Thoughts in my head say that you don't)
Cant blame you for that so I won't

My happiness is so fragile
So vulnerable like a damn child
Whys it so hard just to feel your love
I just hope that you don't give up
Hide myself try to be tame
In my head I just feel insane

Is this real or is this fake
Do you love me, is this a game
I need to talk myself down
So I don't push until nobody's around
I'm not used to feeling safe
The smallest move could make you break
I need to talk myself down
So I don't push until nobody's around

round, round, round, round, round
round, round, round, round, round
round, round, round, round, round
round, round, round, round, round