Who Am I ?

Oh we
Been down this road before way
Way too many times and the last time you found a love that wasn't mine I
Cannot bare this but who am I who am I
To compare this to shit you've done that wasn't fair in
A sense
The love I have for you will never end
My heart belongs to you it's evident
Even though I've shown no evidence
It's a cold cold world that we living in
But what my ribs are protecting it's colder
My mother always said i'll understand as I get older but I
Still can't wrap my head in it
In the fact I did you wrong
In the fact I was your worse
In the fact that I hit home
Leaving You all types of hurt
In the facts I couldn't face
Saw that look all on yo face
All the pain
Started rushing through my veins no other way around it
I blocked my blessing ain't no question i'm ashamed bout it
I gotta take this as a lesson see you heading towards the exit it was too crowded
Couldn't make my way to you but girl I know that's no excuse
Cause for me you would've made a scene and made sure
The love we have is real so girl you someone I will wait for
No matter how long it takes
Girl i'll be here in the same place you let me be
I would say there ain't no leaving me but if you're happier without me
Gotta let it be and let it Breathe
I love you too much wouldn't jeopardize your inner peace
I can't accept the fact that memories
Would be all that's left of our love
Here we go again i've been soul searching
Tryna find a way to get back to you
Tryna make it right and cut this act for you
Cause I'm a
Lost soul