Falling Down

I fall down when you come around
I feel free when you are with me
I just wanna hold your hand
And keep on living like I can
I just wanna know that if it gets cold
You'll be here with me
Beating in my chest like a melody
Gotta hold my breath like I can't breathe
Stunned by your absolute beauty
I hold on for dear life
Scared to lose the one I love
Giving you all of my trust
Afraid to lose your love
You stand by my side, I'll stand by yours
You're the one I love and I'll keep you from the cold
Please I'm begging you to stay
I'll always keep you safe
From this cruel world
Keep you warm and healthy
Always making sure you're free
Got nobody but me in your eyes
I know that was a lie now
But
Why'd you have to leave
Why'd you hurt me this way
I don't know how the fuck to get out of my brain
I'm drowning in this pain
I'm suffering again
I fall down when you come around
I feel free when you are with me
I just wanna hold your hand
And keep on living like I can
Please get out of my brain
I'm sick of feeling this way
I just need to move on
Need a new place to call home
Maybe it's better than being alone
Than being stuck feeling owned
And so fucking cold
My heart skips a beat
And it makes me feel defeat
like I don't wanna move on
It's so hard to feel calm
I know I'm to blame
The cause for feeling this way
But I hoped I would recover
I was lost and you found me
Couldn't fix me
You must feel so unlucky
To have loved me