BITTERSWEET

Throw my heart away, I don't care

Back and forth we go, I've been thinking bout the times we got wasted
Remember baby girl, I held you close and said we'd make it
I was on my own and we both knew you couldn't save me

You make me feel like I made a mistake
And every time you hear my name your heartaches
You make me feel like I made a mistake
And we both know deep down you hate everything

Like, hello, do you just not check your phone anymore
Like, what are we doing
You're so closed off lately and I'm literally going through so much right now
and you're not there for me

And I was raised in a spiritual house
So I couldn't take it every time you went out
Cause 3am your friend told me to come down
You were laying on the ground and just drunk all around

And I hated it, but I loved you so
I tried to change it, but you're out of control
And I hated it, but I loved you so
I tried to change it, but you wouldn't come around

I just, ugh, you said you needed space to figure yourself out
Then how'd she come in the picture
Blaming everyone, then playing everyone
Who are you to tell me anything
Yeah, you could say you were down forever, but I guess better late than never
It's over, and I hate you
But it'll always be you

And I couldn't take it
Baby no, I couldn't fake it
My mind was racing
The times were changing
Your friends were bad for you
Tryna make you do the things you shouldn't do
Tryna hold you back from all the good in you
And I swear to God you never heard me through

And I hated it, but I loved you so
I tried to change it, I did everything I could
So I left without a clue, packed my bags up out the blue
Still sleeping in the room, still sleeping on the truth