M3D... 1TAT1NG

I been meditating
Sitting waiting
Contemplating
Dont know how to take all this on (all this on)
Girl i was so elated
Down graded
Now im feeling jaded
How am i to take all this on (all this on)

Been no love in vision since you disappeared (since you disappeared)
Id be lying if i told you that it wasn’t weird (that it wasn't weird)
Got nobody here to talk to
Know its kinda hard to
Damn i missed the days we would talk
Even the arguments
You saw me then
Now im seeing you
Happy with your new boo
Im happy for ya too
It was hard for me to get through
Think its time that you knew
I wish you both the best
You could ever get out of you too

I been meditating
Sitting waiting
Contemplating
Dont know how to take all this on (all this on)
Girl i was so elated
Down graded
Now im feeling jade
How am i to take all this on (all this on)

Love is a story that I never liked
That is
Until I met you
Now love is a story that I steady write about
Thats all for you

The way I'm feeling is villainous
Really ain't no simple shit
What I gave to you was not returned
Not even images
So the perfect picture wasn't seen when I was sending it
And just to get some sleep you know I gotta pop a pill in this
Body that you left broken and beaten
Emotions are weaken
You are like a weakness
Like Hennessy on the weekend
And waking up to another soul
Thats not you
And if you hear that I moved on
It's not true
But

I been meditating
Sitting waiting
Contemplating
Dont know how to take all this on (all this on)
Girl i was so elated
Down graded
Now im feeling jade
How am i to take all this on (all this on)