Didn't Wanna Love

“You still up?”

He was that kinda guy

But also the

“I love you and I've met you three times”

Kind

Was it true for a second
Or just a straight up lie

Oooooo
Wanted my highs

He didn't wanna love

Love

Love

Just wanna fuck
Just wanna talk

Just wanna hold while he shakes

Look in my eyes while he comes

He put my heart on a shelf
Kept it all for himself

Fed his self esteem
Told it all his wildest dreams

But he didn't want love

You wanna build something up
To be a toxic love
Wanna fight while the sparks are hot
No longer wanna come through
When it starts reflecting on you

Oooooo
He wanted my highs