I Am The Boy Who Smiled At You

[Chorus]
I am the boy who smiled at you all the time
I must confess you're more than often on my mind
I am the boy who whatever you do
I'm always on your side

[Verse 1]
And we are so in love
We never felt we had to try
But then I unhitched your tangled love
Little white lies to find a messed up wife and kids
With I sunbed on the side
Stunned beyond tears I cannot cry
You talked about our future
Like we were for life
Complications and frustrations
But I've had a suggestion to leave you
And you fold your part fear for the worst
And my absence would bequeath you
You staring into nothing
But it ain't a sweet nothing
Like the words whispered in my ears
And to watch [?]
So sincere

[Chorus]
I am the boy who found another man in time
I must confess that you are still after none
My mind
I am the boy who whatever you do
Should always have me by your side
I so in love though that love you soft denied
From the day I unhitched you tangled love
Little white lies
And you stayed with your wife and kids
For I was your bed on the side
For it beyond tears by your scribbled goodbyes

[Verse 2]
You talked about our future
Like we were for life
Complications and frustrations
But I've had a suggestion to leave you
And you fold your part fear for the worst
And my absence would bequeath you

Choices made are often hard
But I am not without a heart
Respectfully now ten years passed
I ask what did life teach you
And if the love we had has been outgrown
Or if quiet moments can still reach you

I am the boy, I'm still the boy