Through It All

I wish I listened to my mom
When she said she didn't like you
Because she had a sixth sense about it all
I learned to live through your disguise
And all your beautiful stupid lies
I just want to hate your guts
But every time I think of us

I miss the color of your shirt
But when I'm with you, it's getting worse
Tell me how to stop this
From feeling so reckless
Tell me how to let it go
Loving someone who never knows
What to do when I learn to fall in love again
Through it all

My friends have a funny way
Of showing me what is real and make-believe
And through it all I have learned
That loving you always hurts
So maybe now it's time to go and find someone
Who will always be there when I call
And I know sometimes that I fuck it up
I just need someone to love me for who I am inside
But for some fucked up reason
I wanna go back to you

I miss the color of your shirt
But when I'm with you, it's getting worse
Tell me how to stop this
From feeling so reckless
Tell me how to let it go
Loving someone who never knows
What to do when I learn to fall in love again
Through it all

Now through it all
Would you love me
Through all my faults and at my weak?
Would you listen to when I cry?
Or have my back for when I lie?
Through it all, it's not fair
Because the truth is you're not here
So through it all will I find love again?
Through it all