BURNT OUT - (INTERLUDE)

I'm Tired of this
Tired of all of this
Used to have so much fire in my eyes
You woulda thought gasoline's what I cry
Now they brought me to total exhaustion
BURNT out, ruined the life of my mother
And If one day I was gonna have one,
They even ruined the future for my daughter
Not so long ago, wars were fought through slaughter
Now new beginnings is what they promise, and some Don't even notice how deep it's all Over
The flesh and the ashes of my grandfather
That sure is music to their ears
Must think he was a beat cuz they constantly spit on em
That legend Fought to give me what I thought nobody would've never stolen
From me, now see how easy it is gone, but just like my first love
I still haven't forgotten
Darkest times of all, here's why there's no time to be mourning (Morning)
This night gon be one of the longest
Me excluded can't trust no one other
They could just oblige em to stab me for nothing
Ain't no paranoid, ain't into that
Masked children playing, got me wonder
How them bullies would at least get in contact
Now these kids can't even touch each other
How the hell you gon grow if no air can enter your bubble?
Instead of ascending to the sky, they Boutta be taught how to handle a shovel
To bury the others, whoever didn't agree to the commandment
Jesus, you lord, never had faith in you, now here's chance to prove me wrong
Cuz I don't know what else I could do
Just Show me I can breath on mars and I'll escape this world
Skyrocketing towards it, same pace they went at to steal all of my adolescence Moments
Eighteen years, who gon party for me now that I'm older?
Time heals it all, but it can also be the worst
When it's all wasted
How can a person's life be considered worthy if the only moments we be recalling
Is when we were trapped in a lockdown
And now we only free with a code and a puncture?

I still remember when the motherfucking president told me in fifteen days it was gonna Be over
The virus would've been gone in an instant
2 years passed by, y'all erased the virus and established the sickest of mindsets
Everything, the government's be giving you long as you obey
I said fuck that shit, I can get away with it, how can they take me, myself I'd never betray And so I fed my hate
Then I had to see how my father sacrificed his shoulder just to save me, still was a little Baby
He said I Didn't seem my age, cuz I was Scared of vaccinating
Then the first ones started dying, and he said I had the balls to say no to all this matrix
But my dad ain't the one I'm gon be blaming, any decision he's been making
He first thinks about me, then sacrifices like nothing else matters, just the family
Unfortunately, perfect soldiers like this just give the system the freedom of investigating
Among the people who can be tricked and who's gotta be eliminated
And I'll wait for them to come get me, never felt so damaged, violated, impregnated with An evil seed and abortion ain't contemplated.