Paranoia Cycle

Paranoia cycle
Disappointment
Am I repeating my days?
Plagued by a cycle
Permutations of a basic lifestyle
Plagued by a cycle

Paranoia
Permutations, I can see all
Plagued by a cycle myself I've blinded
Panic vein

Am I repeating my days?
Dictated by an ideal grey shade
Fucking monotony
Am I living the same day over?
I am nothing but a shell of who I used to be
I am so afraid of what I have become
I've lost myself
I'm living in a waking nightmare
Panic striking the heart
Paranoia
Who have I become?
I've lost myself to this hatred
Flowing through my veins
Who have I become?
I've lost myself to this fear that's still dictating me

There is no escape
Paranoia
Bearing down on me
Disappointment punctuating my existence
Fuck
Paranoid, I'm lost
I can't find my way home