See
Everything I see is dark
I'm so alone, where can I go
I just want my career on the top
So I'm working through my pain
My depression is too heavy
I don't know how to fight anymore
Cause everything goes wrong
I can't control it
It's making me speechless
It's flowing through my brain
I have many headaches
I don't want anymore
I don't want anyone to know
It's my own pain, I have to cope with it everyday
So I hide my feelings with a smile
Cause I don't trust new people around me
Oh
I see everything
I hear everything
So nothing gets past me
Oh
I see everything coming
Stay calm till I was alone
Cry in my sleep so I don't sleep at night
I see good things happen
I see bad things happen
So I gotta smoke a split, stay cool, calm, relax
Gotta stay focused on the task at hand
Stressin' don't make it no better
I'm thinking so many ways to make money
So I make my own money
Never ask anyone I don't know
Seeing everything in the light is much better than the dark
All my pain is hidden in the maze
So I'm not eager to talk to everyday
I'm thinking new and better for myself
I know my present better than my past life
So I gotta keep my head up or I'll be too far for the wisdom
Oh
I learn everything in a new mindset
I'm growing into a old soul, that's me
Oh
Oh
I feel
Older but I'm younger on the trail to greatness
In a way that's gonna make me happy
Gonna make me happy in the way I wanna do it
Cause it's my own way and no one else's
And when it come out my way it will come out great