What Your Friends Don't Know

A funny thing, a quiet thing
When you're coming home alone
A funny thing, a quiet thing
That your friends don't know
Cause you tell them you called once
But really you called twice
And then you called again
Just like the other nights
A funny thing, a quiet thing
That your friends don't know
Cause your friends don't know that you're calling him back
That you know he's a drug and it's gonna be bad
Your friends don't know that he's all you ever had
Cause you call for support and they leave you on read
Your friends don't know that on quiet nights
Your tears fall down till the morning light
No your friends, your friends don't know
That all you need, all you need is a home
A funny thing, a quiet thing
When you're crying from the pain
A funny thing, a quiet thing to curse his name
Cause you tell them you need help so they check in again
But by the end of the day they've all forgotten
A funny thing, a quiet thing when your friends all go
You need them to listen but they talk all day
You ask for advice but they lead you astray
You wonder if they'd care if you were gone someday
But you're too scared of the answer
So you decide to stay
Cause your friends don't know that you need a call back
That you're still using drugs and it's gonna be bad
No, your friends don't know that they're all you ever had
Call your mom for support she just turns to your dad
Your friends don't know that on quiet nights
Your fears tear you down till the morning light
No, your friends, your friends don't know
That all you want, all you want is to go