two scars

two scars on my face
my mothers eyes
I know i don't talk
I only hear her cry

I can’t see when I’m tired
And my words don't come out
I know that you know
but I can’t say it outloud

I always fall behind
cause i don’t do it right
as you said from the start
oh, I wish you were kind

I try not to do it
all you said i can’t do
cause it scares me
I never want
to do what you do