ADHD

ADHD what does that mean well let me show ya
Attention Deficient Hyperactivity Disorder
That means I can't stay on topic it's so psychotropic its hard to stop it
I put my thoughts in a box and then I lock it
Then they come back to the surface so they can drown me out
I'm reaching for the lifeboat but it's nowhere to be found
Then all my doubts all my dreams start flickering scene by scene
Like an action movie trailer, and I don't know what it means

I can't focus, Hocus Pocus it is not, no
I am choking on every single little thought
Satans poking, I'm not joking, it is so provoking
God I'm hoping, and praying you can make it stop

I can't focus, Hocus Pocus it is not, no
I am choking on every single little thought
Satans poking, I'm not joking, it is so provoking
God I'm hoping, and praying you can make it stop

My brain feels like it's running a code
All the letters and these numbers speeding down on my road
All these images are playing through all my episodes
I then overload, I think it's time to grab the remote
Shut it off, It won't let me, it's stressing, and stretching me to my wits
Don't get a choice in the matter it decides when I'm dismissed
So I sit, trapped in mind while it grinds away at the seems of reality
And pulls me from it
And it runs it like a dream
Like a fictional story emphasizing things I find boring
While I'm pouring all my feelings into what it's imploring

Yea it's time to release, the energy, let me repeat
Time to release, the melody, like a banshee
Bringing it hard, picking apart, all the raw meat
No more deceit, no more defeat, time to delete
All of the lies and minimize, time to revise
Analyze all of the thoughts up in my mind
Compartmentalize, organize, everything in categories
Switch up all the files, then I'll reconcile
All my memories and all my greed splitting at the seems
Turning into cream mixing everything
Now I really wanna scream
What do I mean, It's like a scheme but on repeat
I retreat, and daydream on my extremes
I have no self esteem, it's ripping me in pieces
While I'm decreasing, and reaping my sense of self
I need help, this is quite the thing I've been dealt

I can't focus, Hocus Pocus it is not, no
I am choking on every single little thought
Satans poking, I'm not joking, it is so provoking
God I'm hoping, and praying you can make it stop

I can't focus, Hocus Pocus it is not, no
I am choking on every single little thought
Satans poking, I'm not joking, it is so provoking
God I'm hoping, and praying you can make it stop

I feel my brain fill with static, and it's wreaking havoc
Brain waves are radiating, so quick like a gun that's automatic
I think I've had it, it's making me feel so fanatic, let me get the schematics
This song has really been thematic

I'm thinking that it's time for an update, time to medicate, time to stimulate
I think while we're at it miss we'll raise the heart rate
And we miss we'll lose weight, suppressing the appetite
And I'm thinking while we're at it let us stay up all night
And write down, the things I find profound
And burn out myself out which leads into doubt
Which leads me to want to take a new rout
Forget to hydrate then start to dry out
My brain it suffers, no time to buffer
I feel like these things are getting tougher
I always feel like there is no other, solution to fix the things
ADHD be causing me, on the daily this is my life
I bet your confused so is my future wife
And with all my might I pray God please help
I cannot deal with all of the issues if do I'll lose it tonight
Please help me fight
Please help me cope with the craziness it's getting dangerous
I don't want people to worry or think
I'm endangering myself or anyone else or my own mental health
Where am I going with this I don't know
Let us put on a show, feel the blood flowing over my bones

I can't focus, Hocus Pocus it is not, no
I am choking on every single little thought
Satans poking, I'm not joking, it is so provoking
God I'm hoping, and praying you can make it stop

I can't focus, Hocus Pocus it is not, no
I am choking on every single little thought
Satans poking, I'm not joking, it is so provoking
God I'm hoping, and praying you can make it stop

I can't focus, Hocus Pocus it is not, no
I am choking on every single little thought
Satans poking, I'm not joking, it is so provoking
God I'm hoping, and praying you can make it stop

I can't focus, Hocus Pocus it is not, no
I am choking on every single little thought
Satans poking, I'm not joking, it is so provoking
God I'm hoping, and praying you can make it stop