Jirasoles

"Which way are we walking, that way?"
If I knew the way
To rewind time and go back to the day
I took you pink roses and we went to LSA I wouldn't hesitate
Cause here I sit seven years from the date in disarray thinkin'
(If I could I would charge the world with a felon...)
For takin' you too soon and placing you near to heaven
Two years shy of 27
Internal armageddon such a self-destructive weapon
Both you and I have felt it with these questions (questions)
Running thru my head all day
Wondering if I should ask or how exactly can I say
"Do you remember me?" (do you remember)
"How have you been?" (how have you been)
"Will I ever see your face or hold you close again?" (please tell me yes)
Yet I held you close from afar
No matter where you were but now you are flying high
Likely on a shooting star and probably gazing down (gazing down)
From up above (from up above)
I hope with every fiber of me that you feel my love (feel my love)
And hear my words loud and clear
Please know they're sincere
I'll forever miss your voice and if I had the choice
I would gently place (gently place)
Your head beneath mine (beneath mine)
And rest on my shoulder hold you till the sun would shine
(Please tell me it's not true)
Your viewing wasn't easy
I saw your sister drop and momma cry and I got queazy
I got mad love for your pops and brothers
I'm always here if they need me
Everyday I hurt but hope that you're at peace when you rest
But there's a piece of me that can't rest till I get this off my chest
I don't mean to sound obsessed
But to you I must confess
I had dreams of maybe one day seeing you in a white dress
And giving you a daughter
Me being the father
I knew you'd make a great mother
Maybe give our girl brother
Now I stand over your plot with these tears and these flores
It's true a part of my heart died with you Jobana Torres
This is not goodbye