Ruining My Brain

Ruining my, ruining my brain again
Ruining my, ruining my brain again
Ruining my, ruining my brain again
Ruining my, ruining my brain again

Every time when my sun begins to die
On a thin line, with a short sign
See it coming but my will is too weak
And I, I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Every time when my sun begins to die
I can't handle, I can't battle
See it coming but my will is too weak
And I, I'm not ready, I'm not ready

Ruining my, ruining my brain again
Ruining my, ruining my brain again

Every time when my thoughts begin to lie
I can't handle, I can't battle
Hear them knocking on my door and it is too late
Never called them, I never called them
Every time when my thoughts begin to lie
I can't handle, I can't battle
Hear them knocking on my door and it is too late
Never called them, I never called them

Ruining my, ruining my brain again
Ruining my, ruining my brain again
Ruining my, ruining my brain again
Ruining my, ruining my brain again

If I'd ever start to lose them
I'd love my life till death
And I don't think that they are reckless
I accept them as my friends

Told me to lie, told me to steal
Told me to smile, told me to laugh
Told me to sin, told me to bow
Told me to like, told me to fear
Told me to shake, told me to hate
Told me to bear, told me to jump
Told me to break, told me to creep
Told me to eat, told me to ache
Told me to bump, told me to fake
Told me to loose, told me to shrink
Told me to stare, told me to gorge
Told me to sleep, told me to fat
Told me to nod, told me
Told me, told me, told me
Told me, told me, told me
Told me, told me, told me

Ruining my, ruining my brain again
Ruining my, ruining my brain again