Wake up (feat. CasloBeats)

Wasting, time and time
Racing, through my mind
Staying, in the same spot
Man thass fucked up, guess you call it tough luck
My problems been the same, and I don't really like it
Unable to make change, So now myself im fighting
With dark parts in my brain, conceiled from out of sight and
The part of me that's sane is the part of me thats wrtiting.
Wake up
I don't even wake up
All my time I just been wasting
In my sleep just pacing (oh no no no)
I don't get to even get to stay up, I stay down
Flaking all my smiles, being high off frowns
feeling like I just been drowning in sound
Round and around, round and around
This ain't another let down
Closer to a breakdown
I gotta go touch the net now, so I can catch a rebound
Cuz my stat line really needs it
Lately I been feining, fuck addiction it's a deamon
I fight em in my dreams but then end up oversleeping
Missing a few meetings, so its ending my preceidings
My pain I been conceiling at every social greeting
Now I'm holding back the urge to fall back, no retreating
Wake up
I don't even wake up
All my time I just been wasting
In my sleep just pacing (oh no no no)
I don't get to even get to stay up, I stay down
Flaking all my smiles, being high off frowns
feeling like I just been drowning in sound
Round and around, round and around
I keep hitting snooze, and it's so annoying
Sleeping so much my life becoming boring
I'm spiralling down, walls so steep ain't no backing out
How do I find out, how to climb out, my mind right now?
No climax nearby cuz I can not pull out
Might have to go EL CHAPO and digg my way down south
Thass the only solution to figuring all this shit out
Wasting, time and time
Racing, through my mind
Staying, in the same spot
Man thass fucked up, guess you call it tough luck
My problems been the same, and I don't really like it
Unable to make change, So now myself im fighting
With dark parts in my brain, conceiled from out of sight and
The part of me that's sane is the part of me thats wrtiting.
Wake up
I don't even wake up
All my time I just been wasting
In my sleep just pacing (oh no no no)
I don't get to even get to stay up, I stay down
Flaking all my smiles, being high off frowns
feeling like I just been drowning in sound
Round and around, round and around
It goes, way too slowely
Tryna succeed but my energy be holding, me back
And so I hit the sack, which makes me feel bad like negative feedback
And I forrgot how, just to feel fine
Everytime I'm happy my feelings say that I'm lying
I'm just really done with trying
The theraputic waiting lists, I'm standing in line