Lining Them Up

I can handle this like I've handled this
It's the same thing I've been doing all along
This is how it is. So just deal with it
It's the same thing I've been doing all along
And it kills me
And it thrills me
How fucked up I can get
And I'm still asking, "why?"

For your troubles and for mine
For my secrets for my lies
Forget it.
Go on, line them up again.
Go
I can't live with this like I've lived with this
Its the same thing I've been doing all along
And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
It's the same thing I've been doing all along.

And I mean it
And I need it
So fucked up I forget
And I'm still asking, "why?"
For the anger and the hate
For the catch and for the bait
Forget it.
Go on, line them up again

For the truth and the deceit
For the guilt and the relief
Forget it.
Go on, line them up again
Each night, for me, it's the same dream repeated.
That I'm someone good, doing what I should.
Then I wake up wishing I could stay asleep.

For the want and for the hope
For the anchor and the rope
Forget it.
Go on, line them up again
For the madness and the shame
For the worry and the pain
Forget it.
Go on, line them up again

Oh God forgive me
(I'll line them up and you throw them down)
Forget it, please don't line them up again
Oh God forgive me. Forgive me
Forget it.
Please don't line them up again