Looking Back

I forgive
And I'll learn how to live
Looking back
The wounds go deeper
Than I thought at first
Than I'd like to admit
Looking back
The damage is larger
The pain hits harder
Looking back
I see how much is broken
No more playing down
My eyes were opened
Looking back
Someone was always near
In the dark nights on the road
I didn't have to walk alone
I don't wanna be bitter
Even though it hurts
Real bad sometimes
Cause I'm still reeling
Believe me, I'm bleeding
I look in my rearview mirror
I know that I can't relive my past
So I forgive and I'll learn
How to live with my scars
I can't change, what once was
Looking back
I can see flowers
Blooming where
My tears once fell
Looking back
Somebody took good care of me
Even when I thought
Nobody's with me in the storm
I don't wanna be bitter
Even though it hurts
Real bad sometimes
Cause I'm still reeling
Believe me, I'm bleeding
I look in my rearview mirror
I know that I can't relive my past
So I forgive and I'll learn
How to live with my scars
I can't change, what once was
Party and glitter
(My life is, my life is)
Restless and bitter
(My life)
Party and glitter
Restless and bitter
(Restless and bitter)
My life is party and glitter
(My life is)
Party and glitter
(My life is party and glitter)
My life is restless and bitter
Restless and bitter
(I don't, don't wanna be)
I don't wanna be bitter
Even though it hurts
Real bad sometimes
Cause I'm still reeling
Believe me, I'm bleeding
(Restless and bitter)
(My life is)
I look in my rearview mirror
I know that I can't relive my past
So I forgive and I'll learn
How to live
(I can't change)
So I forgive and I'll learn
How to live with my scars
I can't change, what once was