The Same Postcard
Avid Beats
I received a postcard
Not one through the door
But one in my mind
It is so sore
I read it
Or rather feel it
It screams to me
It's yours
It can't be real, no
It can't be real anymore
The emotions are numbed now
I wish I could just shut it out
It can't be real, no
It can't be real anymore
The emotions are numbed now
I don't know if I can talk about it
The therapy doesn't work
Its a whole year on
We think about options
But time's just gone
I'm scared of these feelings
I'm scared day in day out
I ask what's the mеaning
What's the meaning?
It can't be rеal, no
It can't be real anymore
The emotions are numbed now
I wish I could just shut it out
It can't be real, no
It can't be real anymore
The emotions are numbed now
I don't know if I can talk about it