Horrible Dream

Suffering from bitterness
Not feeling so right
Uncontrolled-mismanaged hate
No one is right
Differences unforeseen
Bound to lead
At failed attempts to do something constructively

Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it

This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare

A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare

This toxic mind provoking all hostility
Frail on the outer side, anxiety
Afraid of what I'm capable of damaging
Manifestation of a mental disease

Diffuse it
Destroy it
Abuse it and enjoy it

This horrible dream
A horrible nightmare

A wonderful dream
A wonderful nightmare

I cannot control this

Why can't I do something?
Why can't I do anything?
Why can't I do something
To stop the hostility?