Despair
The sound of the door
Is crushing my mind
The walls in this room
Are pushing me down
I feel all alone
I feel i am blind
I feel i am chockin and drowning tonigh
I know i was never the favorite one
The luck on my side was always a joke
A misfit an outcast a difference in life
A demon who never went well with his mind
My insides are burning,a beast in a cage
A need of screaming and runnin away
For once in my lifetime i make peace with my mind
There is no turning back,There is only this fight
This moment of silence has changed me for life
I see the whole truth now i feel it inside
This cancer is growing and eats me alive
I'm dying for f*** sake oh God i am dying
F***