Tears

[Intro]
Kill yourself
I’ll try
Hi, I'm, uh, I'm Dr. Miluju
And your name is uh, Colvin, right?
No, it's Be-
Well yeah, it's Colvin
Okay, Colvin
So uh, What do you wanna talk about?

[Verse]
I’ve been pushing, never pulling
I can see it, I can’t feel it
Got the butter but no bread
I don’t want to steal it
I’m getting really hungry
It’s all of my heads work
Let me get the guillotine
Watch me die a jerk
I’m not what I seem
I’ve been hiding all the time
That isn’t really me
Been behind this mask of mine
I’ve been acting a god
I can’t stop having it on
I can’t live without it
I’m scared to be a fraud
Why can I read you so easily
Why can’t I read myself better
I always seem to act like this
Is it cause of thе pressure?
Pressurе of it all setting in
Let me stay in the clouds
I don’t want the sunlight
I’ll avoid the golden hours
I’m good enough to know I don’t suck
But not enough If I will be accepted
I know all my friends like me
But them hating me is expected
I’m smart enough to see others sad
But never enough when I am
I’ve lost myself too much in this
It feels like I lost all that I’ve had

[Outro]
Uh, Jesus fuck, okay
But um, Colvin, is there anything that you've experienced recently that could've affected this?
I don't know who the fuck I am, fucking breakups and shit
Wait, what did you say?
No, I'm done
Hey no, wait, where the fuck are going?